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Lose myself
april 2033, one hour before curfew
@Hikari Campbell
I’m struggling to see your point. And this is the problem. The way Hikari talks, the way he acts and reacts is the full problem. How did they get there? How did he think he was entitled to treat him this way? To act as if he was just a random person he was seeing from time to time? Never would have Minjun done that to him. For there is a certainty, that his mother dug up, that this is important. That was they have is precious to him. And he knows, or knew that it was also the case for the other man. Now…I never said I was cancelling on you to… On that part, they are different, it has always been the case. The younger one doesn’t bother with shared meals or discussions, going straight to the point.shag someone. I said I was going on a date.I’m struggling to see your point, is repeated, in this passive-aggressive dance he masters. The teeth are clenched. This is going south so quickly that he doesn’t know how they got here. It doesn’t matter. Here they are.You’re getting upset over nothing. I like this girl, and I want to spend time with her, and the only way to do it is to cancel on you once. There is the taste of blood, in his mouth, as teeth ripped, as they got the cheek. It is probably not the part of Minjun that hurts the most in the moment. No pause is taken to analyse. That ship has sailed.Can you stop being so self-centered? We’re supposed to be friends. Friends. The word is held. This is what they are. Truly.And do you The metallic aroma is everywhere, as the eyes flash with anger. There is so much effort put in not moving that his muscles start protesting.fuck all yours friends the way you do me?What do you think we’re doing here, exactly? Perhaps it is time they actually talk about it. It is probably not the right moment, but this seems unavoidable.What’s the project, tell me? You cancel our Friday date to go on another one because you like this girl. And then what? Monday’s too? He can’t. He bolts up, to pick up his boxers on the floor and put them back on. The inhale he takes makes his shoulders tremble but his mouth doesn’t when he turns back to him, looking at its stupidly gorgeous face that he hates, in that moment:You’re the self-centered bastard here.
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